Wednesday, August 12, 2009

No looking back....

School started last week, pictures to come. My week and a half has been quite full. Missing my babies, but loving be able to get everything done..well mostly anyway. It's kind of strange not having Presley by my side and asking me questions, and being her sweet little self. I can't ponder on it too long, or I will have a meltdown. I am waiting for this to happen..I have to force myself not to go there in my head.

I miss them being at school. It seems so unnatural. They are both doing great, better than me. I guess that's the way it should be, right?? It's continually hard to let go and let them grow up. It's the way God designed it. But why does it have to be do darn hard?? I picture them in my mind as babies, and I guess they always will be to me. I try to think of the excitement of watching them grow up and experiencing new things, but it's really hard. I just want them under my wing, protecting them from the world.

Be back soon..

holding back the tears and trying not to look back,



Mary said...

Thankfully, there's a world of memories to make in the coming days. Here's to getting stuff done and being able to coast a little. After 8 long years, you've earned it.
I'll remind you of this when those heartstrings start tugging again.
Love you!

Tracey said...

I feel the same way!!! I hope it never changes.... I'm glad that I miss them and don't want them to go back! What kind of moms would we be if we didn't get choked up and sad????

In the same boat,